you are wrong and silly to do it. are you doing it that way so you dont eat a bad name about your self doing it teh way others do . you are a mother and wanted a baby so much but then go and do silly thing like this I am size 14 trying to be a size 8 but never would go that far I thinky ou look great before you strated all this dont be silly and put your self and family through all this to see you strave and faint

good luck but please go back to size 8-10 love and light to you
and be happy in your self.